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Saturday, July 05, 2008/ 5:35 PM Where have you been? I've been looking all over for you! Why'd you run off like that? Don't you EVER do that to me again! I was worried SICK about you! I can't believe you would just disappear like that without even telling me where you were going? I lost my way. I am so completely, truly, utterly and nothing-but apologetic for such reckless abandon. Oh, you want an explanation, i see? Well, that...that's not so simple. What is? Come on, i am fyan aren't I? Black and white are two shades of gray that just don't exist in my world! (: When i can sort out the mess in my head, i'll come forth with it all. Where was I? Resting. Literally. So many things all at the same time. There's no room to exhale so many burdens at the same time. And thus, the lack of updates. But finally, here i am. An EXTREMELY boring Saturday i can say. 2 events that i should attend today were both CANCELLED. Can i get anymore luckier than this? - insert sarcastic smile here. - Utterly pissed and disappointed by the 2nd event. But the first event, shouldn't be a problem. Cos i'll be seeing that person most of the time. But the 2nd? Come on. We rarely even see each other, less talking to each other too. Nevermind. I'll be hoping for the next round. Was woken up by my mum, telling me that Grandma is returning home (aunt's house) from hospital. I said 'okie' & returned back to sleep. (& No, its not rude, cos there's so many people going there + i've visited grandma before) A few minutes later mum came back & asked me to clean up the toilet as my sister-in-law will be comin' the next day. I exhaled a silent 'GOD' in return. Effing lazy caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnn. But no choice. I've got a boo-boo! - insert crying out loud here. - ------------------------------------------------------------ The straight consecutive UTs in a week are over - in the meantime. Like finally. YES! Now there's time to do something else. But wait. There's PP - due date SEPT! More stresssssss. - insert the berserk reaction here. - School is so stressful and exhausting. I still cannot believe that i am in a science course, when i think that my sciences during the O's are just alright. Furthermore the sciences are not inclusive of Biology. -.- Though there are some sayangs in my class that aids this whole thing - well, some of the modules are getting more and more boring/more and more tricky/more and more repetitive. Where's the hols! Took 5 day schedule for next semester. Hopefully i can cope with it. - insert prayers here. - I don't know why but this past few days i feel that my life is a bore. I keep on thinking that i am not sociable and that everyone hates me. I receive piercing stares from everybody which i totally despise. My daily life routine is so boring that even the most boring person can do better. And that its as though nobody understands. ): ------------------------------------------------------------ On a brighter note. Lot's of events happened until i can't recall all of them now. Mind blank? But i remembered all of them were on a happy scale. :D I am thinking to change to a new skin. But lazy la. So only change the background skin. && new jukebox will be on the way. So keep in touch. Events comin' up - Cousin's wedding. - insert hectic month warning. - & pardon for picture-less entry. ------------------------------------------------------------  *Click to enlarge* Labels: comeback |
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