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Saturday, April 26, 2008/ 5:23 PM Like awwww. My bloggy is being neglected; left unwritten. But hey, it's not my fault. Considering the amount of workload and stress i'm going through. Then you would understand. Loads of happenings surround me. Even words can't explain it. The anticipation, the misery, the fatigue, the stressfulness & the delightfulness (this part is tiny-weenie bit.) There's no room to be oblivious to the surrounding. Everything just happen at a glimpse of your eye. & there you go, unable to turn back time. In order words, So MANY things but so LITTLE time! I am seriously going berserk. Can someone just stab me and let me rot to death? Masya-allah. Mengucap fyan. If anyone would want to be in my shoes, i'm willingly giving it out. First would be the sudden admition of my father to the hospital. Like omg at that moment when my brother msg-ed me. My mind went blank instantly, leaving half of my brain turned into negativity. Why must it be at this time where all the stressfulness of school comes into place? WHY? & there you go for the second point. Stressful over school. (gee, it rhymes) I can't even believe right now that i am a science student. How can i cope with Biology when i didn't even touch on it during secondary school? Now i'm really in a disadvantage! )= I have double the amount of workload to catch up with. & that made me agitated sometimes. To add oil, my class isn't helping much. They totally kick a*s. (not literally. -.-) Full of smart-as*es; class pressure seems to be rising. (or is it only me that thinks so?) Grades aren't flowing into your grasp as easily as how it seems last year. I feel intimidated sometimes and they just don't know how to stop! This is a two way thing though - it motivates me to do better & sometimes it brings me down. & i am getting sick and tired of biasness or unfairness of PBL's grading system. When you think you did the most out of the rest in the team. Think again. I am already so angry because of this, that i think i should just be numb than furious. God, facis OPEN YOUR BLOODY EYES. I somewhat feel that PBL's grading system suck BIG time. Faci's leave during break/lunch time. So, how would they know whether the student they think did good and deserve A, do their work during these breakouts? & how would they know that those who keep quiet or are introvert-ly good, went full steam during these breakouts? & how if those act-know-it-all always talks and tried bullshiting in order to 'sweet-talk' and lure the faci into giving them good grades? HOW HOW HOW?! Now you might think i'm a grade freak. But just think of it. What will you do if you experience the same thing? I'm so gonna buck up now and try to go into full gear. Gonna jot down notes for the upcoming Understanding Tests. & hopefully it will work. Life is so unfair sometimes. But thhat's the way it is. & that's the way you have to accept it. Labels: rants and complaints |
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