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Thursday, February 21, 2008/ 9:45 PM  Shhhhhhhhh. Read the note i just crumpled. (: Now where was i when i last jotted down something here. 5 days ago, i reckoned. & so time for me to re-establish and re-structure this dying blog of mine. But don't worry, it wont take that long. These past few days has been hell of a week for me. & no, not because i am worn-out or drained from any physical activity i have been going through. But because i cant seem to possibly sleep early in the night. When i say early i meant by 10 or 11 pm. Every now and then, when i lay down in bed, i would think of things that i shouldn't think of, Which will then make me be fearful of what i am vulnerable towards. It just don't make sense sometimes. When you are laying down on a soft, smooth single-sized bed, you're expecting to just let loose everything on your mind, to make them more calm and effortless. But then there you go, struggling to have a good night rest, tossing and turning around vigorously, aimlessly finding a way to soothe the once haywired, unrest mind. & when it finally does, you are left with 3-4 hours of sleep, awakened with a dream that you will never expect to own. So there it goes how terribly my sleeping habits have converted. Usually, i'll be ready for bed by 11pm, (latest 1145pm), but now, i've been sleeping way past 3am and once to the extend of 530am. It's embarrassing if you have a mind of mine, where you'll think that every one will be wide awake by 10, but then there you are, still finding some contentment in your sleep. Shyt. I need to be out from this 3 hours-too-late cycle. Or else, my health will be in jeopardy. Let's skip that subject away shall we? Now what happened today was unexpected. I was actually pleased to hear that IMM, Secret Recipe, will be recruiting part-time members right this moment. Maylwin's friend, who happened to be a supervisor of Plaza Sing's Secret Recipe outlet, mentioned that IMM's outlet needs people. So i was quite ready to be in that spot, thinking how great that those kachings will be flowing into my back account after awhile of being stagnant. Nad accompanied me today. (thank God!) And OUCH. There you have the end result. Right smacked to your face, the manager insisted that they don't need part timers who will only work till April. Reason being; their staff are all having the same schedule as me. (able to work until April) I conveyed to her that though my hols are up till April, i can still proceed on working after school, y'know, i'm a part-timer; working hours are flexible. She said, im sorry. We dont really are recruiting. I was over there WTF silently. I can sense the biased remark there; a hint of something which says 'i don't want malays'. Urghhhh. To add all that, the staffs were all chinese. Like super sheeeeesh. Well, i dont have any regrets though. I can still find better jobs! & that's what we did. Me and Nad circled any jobs that suited us found in newpaper today, & frankly, we are waiting on one particular job that we sms-ed. Hopefully the job scope suits us and we're in! Okie i'm out. It's been long. Stay tuned! (: And oh. About my results this semester? It's sooooooooooooooooooo really unexpected i tell you. & i shouldn't mention it here. cos' ive got the feeling that people will think im bragging or showing off. Which i am totally not at all practicing. -.-" You want to know, ask me personally. (: Labels: sleeping disorders |
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