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Monday, December 03, 2007/ 7:48 PM To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another. - G.W. Von Leibnitz La di dum. So bored now. And i seriously have nothing to blog about. My dad's walking in circles in the living room. Don't know what he's doing; maybe cleaning up or something. Whereas my brother is snoring. Lazy ass. x= School was fine. Except that i became rather hyper after lunch. Keep on making lame jokes and make people laugh. Don't know why the sudden urge to make people smile. A smile a day keeps the doctor away! Eh wait. No thats not it. A smile brightens up your day. Ya thats it. Sheeeesh. Anyway, i don't know why sometimes i got the feeling that friendship don't last. I mean even if we are not on the same school doesn't mean you have to change the attitude towards me. I feel that whenever you talk, there's this cold shoulder you add to your text. It's as though you don't want to talk to me anymore. And is it really necessary for friends to always keep in touch, ALWAYS meet so that the friendship will last? I thought it was the keenness & heart, trust that we put to it that makes friendship. Yes, we may not be seeing each other often, unlike the previous years. But we still have MSN right? Oh ya, we did talk through MSN. But do you know how you create your text? It's as though you're not sincere. Having different likings and preferences ain't a big issue when it comes to TRUE friendship. But no, you chose it that way. When i send you a song i like, Instead of saying "Great, thanks!", you replied, "Erm. Okie. I'll accept that song". I can just sense that sense of sarcasm even though its MSN. It's just not the lively you anymore. The one i know where you'll be hilarious and funny, with lame jokes that will never fail to make me laugh. The one i know where you'll chat with me till late at night. The one i know where you'll be hanging out with me, every so often. The one i know where you'll be caught talking during Amaths lesson with me. And it goes on. Or does your new friends took over me already? And that i'm not important and worthwhile to you anymore? Maybe you'll think that i'm making a fuss over such small things. But let me tell you something. I still treasure you as my friend. You can say that "No, i where got cold shoulder with you, it's just that i got other problems/busy/tired". I understand. The least you could do was tell me. Not by giving me those insincere remarks. You don't know that it hurts to experience this much. Do whatever you want to me. But you're still my friend and that's not going to change. Well, so much for 'i-seriously-have-nothing-to-blog-about'. Let's just cease this matter down. And i'll come back tmr, bloggie. Nights. |
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