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Tuesday, October 23, 2007/ 9:56 PM  Is this suppose to be a joke? Is this suppose to be a testing? Is this what I deserve? When will all this come to and end? Problems always come to me one by one CONTINUOUSLY. I don't know how long I can take it anymore. It's to the extent that I can cry 2 litres of tears. It hurts you know. But I know, all these cryings, all these emo-ish things won't help. It's just the prayers and asking of GOD for help. First come this stupid poor attendance letter. Went to One-Stop centre just now (thanks Mas for accompanying). Guess what? "Erm, I think you should go find your respective course Programme Chair" I'm like, hello? I don't know who he is! He did showed me how to get to him. But then, it's taking a long time to settle this problem! If you were to realise, this poor attendance letter have been bugging me since the last 2 weeks! Argh! I'll e-mail that programme Chair of mine tomorrow. And hopefully be able to send this F-ing MC to him ASAP! Next would the most hurtful and scary one. My dearest and most closest aunt is admitted to the hospital. Why? Because of heart attack. I had the shock of my life. The moment I recieved the msg from my brother, my mind was thinking all the possibilities that could happen to her. My face changed tremendously. Tears started accumulating at the tip of my eyes. But I managed to console myself and stopped it from pouring. Immediately rushed from school to SGH, have to cancel the plan to go for talk. Waited for her at ICU for 5 hours. Thank God she is okie. Alhamdullillah. She needs to stabilise her current low blood pressure. Classmates will be after that. I just don't know why some people think that they are so GREAT to the extend that they can discriminate/bully others that are less 'cool' just so to be well-like. I mean, go look yourself through the mirror first. And see how good you are first. Doesn't mean you got the looks/talents or whatever speciality you have, you can do whatever and hurt people so that others will like you. Like c'mon! Grow up. I think he/she won't be making the first move. And to settle this problem, I shall apologize. That's what I feel. If not, my mind will be like rojak. I don't know. Moody to the extent that my lips are worse than an upside down U. 4th would be the minor one which only disrupted and worried me for a moment. My handphone dropped. Haven been 1 month, and it is the first time it dropped. I'm not blaming Mas or what (it's pure accident). But with the current situation and family I am experiencing now, it will create more chaos especially for my mum. Luckily, nothing happened. Thank God again. Sorry for being quiet nowadays. Sorry for not answering questions nowadays. Sorry Fifi for being emo or a zombie today. And actually, there are more problems. Labels: problems |
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