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Thursday, September 27, 2007/ 9:16 PM I haven't been blogging for the past few days. I think that's rather an obvious remark or statement I can make out of. Well, to tell you the truth, I don't really feel like blogging. I have been seriously busy with school works. Every single day, every single minute there is surely something related to school. There was this one point of time I just feel like quitting school and have freedom for all I can. It's just that having school everyday, doing the same old thing is just boring and exhausting. I was doing the quiz just now. It's my favourite subject, mathematics. So, I decided to take it seriously and try to tackle the questions, hoping to get full marks. I took nearly 27 minutes doing it (the quiz was 30 minutes long). But things just don't go the way you expect it to be. I nearly smashed my laptop screen to pieces when I found out that I got 2/5. Such a total waste of time and it totally wrecked my sense of accomplishment. I don't know why nowadays I feel that small things can make me angry. When I say small, I really mean small. There was this time where my classmate was talking loudly to his friends next to him, that I gave him that cold look. I don't know what's happening to me in a way. It's just not me sometimes. I have 2 RJs to complete. But here I am blogging, as though I have the whole time to myself. I just wish that RJs doesn't exist at all. To those who think that it makes people reflect, you're kinda wrong. Especially when you have to do it everyday. Agree? Well, I'm hoping that days will be brighter for me somehow. I don't want to be in the verge of gloominess or worst, depression, trying to be someone who I am not. To just please that certain someone. Labels: gloominess |
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