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Thursday, June 14, 2007/ 9:12 PM I’ve just had my dinner. And I feel more refreshed in a way. But somehow or rather, there’s this feeling of fatigue inside me that makes me weak and solemn, literally. I don’t know. Maybe I’m just contradicting or thinking too much. Sigh. Yes. My current mood right now is rather emo-ish. So please don’t be naughty and tag offensive comments as I’d bite your head off. Gee. I can still joke. Anyway. I was labeled ‘stone’ guy today by Masturah. Mainly because I was stoning all the way and didn’t even give any reaction whatsoever. The reason for this is that I’ve got some problems with something. And I shan’t explain further. She gives me mixed signs every time. Once she displayed actions and words that I thought she liked me. But other times, she will just give me the cold shoulder. It really hurts. But from words of advice, they say I should do things slowly, step by step. ‘Good parts come later.’ I agree with that. But for how long? Let’s just not dwell upon this too much. I might just go berserk anytime. Some people just don’t get it. When you joke around, it’s alright. But when you over-joke, then that’s not alright. The point is, I felt offended by the joke they made. They compared me with someone I don’t even think I am associated with. Yes, for you it must be hilarious. But don’t you think that it’s a bit too much? I’m not being sensitive or being petty here. Try being in my shoes and you’ll get it, hopefully. Showing anger or protest immediately was rather irrational. So I stayed silent and acted as if nothing happened. If you feel the urge to joke, try weighing the pros and cons first. Because you might not know how the joke goes. Trying my best not to be emo. Goodnight world. Labels: deeply |
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