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Thursday, May 31, 2007/ 10:01 PM first went out with my family today, me, my small bro, my mum and my dad + also, my neighbour and friends of my mum. we went out not because of a happy occassion, but rather, a more solemn and sad one. we visited my late, uncle's brother's death. in loving memory. hais. seeing his childrens, wife, and relatives cry and moan, make me wanna cry too. it was such a sad thing that nobody dares to speak or laugh (except for small kids of cos). a tear almost drop from my eye, but i managed to control it. and there's no point calling me a cry baby or something cos u try to be in my shoe or anyone related to him, and u'll know how it feels. hais, all we can do now is to stay strong and have faith in god. amin. second was super tired today. slept at 130am and woke up at 810am. its like waking up for normal school or something. i was damn fed up lah. but what to do. is for visiting. hais. third my neighbour drove past shuqun secondary school just now. and it seemed to trigger my past in that school. how much i miss everything during that time. from amaths lesson, to recess, to english in hot bot room and p.e. lessons. also the teachers and upmost lovable and memorable friends i've got. i just miss secondary school friends. all the memories just flashed back through when we passed the school. hmmm. hopefully, i can go for the 11th june bbq. fourth i think the event and occassion happened today is more impactful then my love affairs. so i think i am rather more sad and not *flying* in love just like how mas and huizhi mentioned in my tagboard. so yeap. rather solemn. fifth random. i don't understand why smokers have to tap the ciggerate box first, before actually opening it. issit to make it taste better or something? do tell me if anyone of you know! much appreciated. and i think that's it for today. school tmr - LAST DAY! Labels: the occasion |
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