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Sunday, April 15, 2007/ 10:04 PM i'm bored. and school starts tomorrow. i am seriously not very ready or very eager for tomorrow. those who are are experiencing what i am now should understand. in a minutes time, everyone will be doing their own separate tertiary life, getting ahead. all, not to be left behind and moving forward, their future. i am rather afraid and nervous right now. although i made an impact and met some new classmates during the first day of orientation, my stomach still gives me butterflies. i know life have to move on. but no matter what, i have to stay optimistic. my mum just gave me a boost of motivation a while ago, saying that there's nothing to worry about. i'm like oh kay. thanks. going to tertiary life is much more difficult than going to secondary life. at least, secondary life, all the people during that point of time are those who are more to the quiet side, and can slowly adapt to the surroundings. while for tertiary life, everyone is already 'big' or so called matured and they will be easy-going. i also don't know what i am talking about. but oh well. i am seriously LAZY for school tomorrow. and coincidentally, tomorrow is shuqun wind ensemble's or shuqun symphonic band's syf day too. sadly, my batch can't really go there and give them a little boost. it clashes with our school day. so never mind. at least i've sent them some motivational messages to keep them going and to stay calm. all the best for them tmr. (: i'm going to have an early night today. but i cant sleep. |
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