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Sunday, October 01, 2006/ 9:43 PM watsup people. heh. how have you guys been? yea. i know its lame. if you're not okay then why are you reading my blog rite? hehe. alright. let's cut the crap and move on shall we. intending to make this entry short. i've been reading a few other blogs (mainly from our school) about the way they write things down. and i realised one particular thing that all of them have in common. most of them are talking about how sad or stressed they are. yeah. i know at this point of time, at the end of the year, most people are trying to cope with their revision and their problems but well, at least have some sense of joyfulness in their entries. think positively. anyway. don't want to mention it. it's each and everyone's point of view right? yay. it's the 8th day of fasting already. that leaves us to 22 more days. which also means, 20+ more days to o levels! like oh my god. hmm. thinking of it, if i were to count the number of days before hari raya, i can't wait! but if i were to count the number of days before o levels, i can wait! haha. see the difference? hmm. well, everything is in gods hands so just let it be. stay strong sufyan. you can do it! (: and err. tomorrow is the starting of the intensive revision. haiz. thinking of it, makes me stress. and i got this feeling it will be damn damn tiring. i don't know whether its the same like how we revised for prelims but i doubt it will be so. i think it will be more tedious and we will all be pressurised and pushed. well, this will also test me physically and mentally. its somewhat or rather testing me especially during this fasting period. i'll be more patient and calm in whatever i do. like its fasting month right? that's the way it should be. move on to the days i missed. friday - 29th september well. got back geography and malay paper 1 today. alright. you guessed what i got for geog. fail. hmm. but not so badly! heh. at first i got 19 larh. then got this question, which i wrote super extremely long and i got just 3 marks for it. like what the hell. quite unreasonable right. so, i decided to ask that liang. well, there's quite a number of people who are already in front, at the same time received thier marks upon bargaining, so my hopes to get a few more extra marks was high at that time. so well, asked her why i received such marks. of cos there was her nagging and so on. but then when she said that the total marks was just 7, i'm like, 'excuse me'. 7? ya right! then i told her ' no! its 12!' (the amplitude of my voice was relatively quite high). so yeah. then she don't believe. then i pointed (really pointed) to her the 12 marks. then she went 'oh! that means my answer scheme printed wrongly then.' ya right. well. received 4 mroe marks which means a total of 7 marks for that question. which totals up to 23. at least not bad right. and it pulls up my total score for that subject. 53. hmm. just jia you for o's. malay paper 1 was rather a bit dissapointing. just like what mr ismail said. my section a was good. 16/20. but my paper 2 was rather not pretty well done. 33/50. he said that there's some flaws and some wrong usage of some words in some parts of the compo. well. total up is 70/100. won't be so pleased cos when u sum up for the whole subject, you'll get a direct 75. so it's not very safe. hmm. then blah blah blah for the whole day. nothing much happened in school. and i didn't go prayers on that day. =x. so to catch up some time, accompanied xinmin home. well, at first she said, we can walk slowly. but then her tuition's gonna start soon, so it ended up we rushed through. lol. returned home quite tired and weak. but well, managed to tahan until break fast. but the fatigue soon replenished itself cos i break fast outside with rose, ayu (rose's younger sister), fiqah and hafiz (another sec 5 guy). haha. it was fun! we planned to meet at 5.45 larh. but in the end, met up at 6.10. its like, wooo. quite late liao. so we rushed to jp's banquet. haha. when chose a place already, we looked at the time, its only 6.30. so we were like. okayyyy. 30 more mins to go. aaha. so while waiting we took some pics. down is one the nicest pic we had. haha. it was fun. .jpg) then, after that, ordered our meal and drinks at 6.45. me and rose ordered first, then fiqah and ayu and hafiz. lol. hafiz was like so quiet. he's the type who don't tak much. yeah. there was one group who was sitting beside us. they were making a hell lot of noise larh. i'm like err. can you shut up. lol. but didn't cos. its fasting month remember?! must be patient. haha. at first, rose was angry. so, in order for her to be okay, i must console her. no choice. yea. and do you know that erm. wah. don't know want to say or not. nvm don't talk bout it. after that, we went round about jurong point, window shopping. hafiz bought a you know some kind of box for his girlfriend. then we went arcade. lol. we actually wanted to play the para para dance izzit? but in the end deciced not to. so paiseh larh. haha. yeah. but after nothing to do left, we decided to go home. fiqah took a different bus so left me, rose, ayu and hafiz. haha. inside the bus, we took more photos, but hafiz was not included cos we were separated. xD. haha. yeah. and thats it i think. fun day for me. saturday and today - 30th and 1st october you know what this means!? o levels are drawing nearer! argh!! scream all you can! =.= lame. yeah. i think around 23 more days or so to o levels. haiz. don't know can squeeze up everything into my brain or not. i don't know. tomorrow is children's day! happy children's day! but well. we don't celebrate. so there's school for secondary school. furthermore, we're having intensive programme tomorrow! grr. hope can take it. today i was exceptionally angry. towards my family. lol. first of all, i am damn pissed with my small brother's behaviour. it's like slowly, he's stepping on my head. hmm. it all started when i asked him to get me something. and do you know how he react? he came to me and shouted back 'for what i must take for you? take yourself la!' i'm like wtf! wah. but if cis i didn't swear. fasting remember. at first i just screamed at him but then he disturbed me. so, since i cannot take it anymore, i slapped him on his face. woo. feel relieved for a while. my brother was over there silent for a minute and slowly began to cry. i let him be and didn't console him the slightest bit. let him feel. lol. i so evil. xD. and the worse part was, my parents sided him! i'm like wah! lol. he's the one being rude to me and yet, they still can side him. haiz. always like that one. it's always the youngest who can be petty, and cared most. hmm. then, they just scold ( not scold, just say out loudly). hmm. then i over there, didn't bother and continue to do my own stuff. lucky, i can tahan. or else i'll blurt out everything harsh. and the situation will be more chaotic. anyway. i think i'll just stop here. hmm. and for those who are taking their n level paper and also the end of year exam tomorrow, good luck and all the best. as for me, i think, i'll take a break from this blog thingy. i will be concentrating my fullest to o' level. haha. after o's then i'll be updating more frequently. for this meantime, i'll just update here and there but not so oftenly. so yeah. end of here then.
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