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Thursday, September 28, 2006/ 8:16 PM back after a long break alright! i am back people! bow for me! now! *bleahs*. haha. anyway, just like what i've mentioned in my last entry, i'm gonna update when my prelims are over. guess what? here i am writing out my post. *grins*. okay. my post today shall be extremely and exceptionally long, so peope please don't mind. i'll try to make everything entertaining so you people won't just read the first few lines and immediately turn to my 'darlinks'. lol. i know you people too well. haha. but of course, i won't be chunk-ing everything into one composition. must take into account the day it happened. so, with my windows media player on and before my internet connection gives a hell lot of disconnection problem, let's start our grandmother stories shall we? starting with the days after my last entry first. and erm. by the way, my internet connection already shows signs of disconnection. Zzz. during the preliminary examination 2006 period (13th sept to 27th sept). okay. most of you should know and understand how this period goes along. stressed, exhausted, perseverance, endurance, confident, nervous, giving up and determined are some of the situation we get when this period starts. yes, i admit, i too experience this but oh wells, like i've got no other alternatives right? so yeah. almost the whole day, spent it to chiong and absorb everything from notes, textbook, revision and like. always slept quite late at times when the paper the next day is quite demanding like chemistry and physics. everytime, my mum will be like constantly asking 'have you finished?' or sometimes, bring me a cup of milk. so caring. (mommy's boy! xD) heh. anyway yeah, this period have been like that. initially after the 12th sept entry, i pledged not to touch my laptop and 100% concentrate on my revision. but well, as the examination goes along, the urge to on my laptop became stronger. so it was like a tough decision; to on or not to on. i didn't want to on because i will be tempted and distracted, while on the other hand, if i were not to on, i will be bored. at some times even, i can't focus on what i'm reading due to this problem. so yeah. the last few days of the exam, decided to on. oops. xD. another problem that occured during this period is the feeling of guilty and paranoia. well, its like this. let's say the next day is just an mcq examination. and its physics. well, some will probably be flipping pages of mr liu's snoopy notes nervous that they can't do it whereas some, don't even bother because they know that there are 4 choices where they could choose from. (probability of getting the answer right is 1/4). sadly to say, i'm one of these people. lol. there was of cos some guilty in me, persuading me to go revise at least something. but my laziness and distraction towards my laptop stopped me from doing this. although i was wary of what was coming out for the examination, feeling paranoid that i can't answer the questions is still there. so yeah. well, you might probably wanna ask how i did for all the papers. what i can tell you is, it went so-so larh. english was like a nightmare. and emaths was disappointing. didn't manage to complete paper 1. chemistry, well, a job well done for mcq and practical but a job badly done for paper 2. ahaha. physics paper 2 was erm, you should know and paper 1 was slightly better but still as bad. malay was wow! easily done, but still, don't know marks yet. so can't be too contented and excited. heh. combined humans, geog was better. in fact ss essay was also not bad. amaths was okay. can score for paper 2 but not paper 1. well, what i know is i've tried my best and i gave everything i've got. well, actually not everything. 3/4 everything. we'll just see how the results turn out to be (which is in the later parts of the entry). at some time after the exams, especially when the paper for that day ends early, me, xinmin, mai and sometimes azri, will never fail to relax and talk among ourselves. sometimes even go out to have a bite or something. this is the time we gossip and all those. but i'm the listener and they, the talker. so yeah. it was alright cos it'll make the bond stronger i guess. to tell the truth, i do feel a bit left out at times. but i didn't want to show. people will think i attract attention or worse, make ppl think that i'm petty. so i'll just act laugh so to try my best to fit in, and if it's not so, i'll just pretend to be sms-ing so to give the impression that i didn't hear. (this is when i seriously feel left out!). haha. so if you see me doing like that, involve me in! heh. *bleahs*. well, that's it i think during the prelims period. oh ya. during this period, even more and more and more studying and revision! arghh! amalina said that prelims is the time where you study everything and know most of the concepts. when o level draws nearer, you don't need to know much cos you've already got the experience from prelims. you just have to know formulas and such. i totally agree with that. haa. alright, let's move on to the next period. tuesday - 19th september. hehehe. you should know why this day is especially selected out from the prelims period. no, it's not that it's chemistry paper! it's more special than that! still don't know? go slap yourself and knock your head on the wall. LOL. (force people to know. no face. xD). it's the day when my mum had to push and had a lot of trouble getting me out. get it already? or still lost? Zz. if ur lost, go jump down the window. haha. it's my birthday! hehe. finally can watch nc 16 movies! wohOo. happy birthday to me happy birthday to me happy birthday to myself happy birthday to me i know its erm, a bit lame to sing a birthday song for yourself but oh wells, its my day! so who cares! heh. my birthday sway-ly clashed with prelims. to worsen the situation, its chemistry paper on that day. so yeah. spent the first half of my birthday doing chemistry paper. and well, it was alright. (i've already mentioned in the above part). haha. in the morning before the paper, i've already received some birthday messages and presents. at home, the first was of course by my parents, then my small brother. then by azri at 3+ am, my cousin at 6.15 am and debra at 6.20(through sms). present received in school by debra and dek-howsun. debra gave me a hamburger snack coated with chocolate, which i haven eat yet, while dek gave me one strand of leaf in a stem with writings on it (one leaf drop off from the stem. =x). haa. simple but at least my birthday is known. haha. then actually kor got something to give me, but then he forgotten to bring it. Zz (he still have'nt give me anything yet. xD) then after chemistry paper, received more birthday wishes. those i could remember: kor, fiqah, pei shan, rubini, jie, teresa, chen rong, evelyn, khairul, zihao, yx, sq, ronnie, mai, jestyn and lots more if i miss out. haha. wish them thank you again (although its some time ago already). haha. anyway, nothing much happened on my birthday. can tell, its relatively quite boring. haa. xinmin can't wish me yet coz she said she must give a present to go along with the birthday wish. so yeah. actually wanted to go out, me, xinmin, azri and khairul so as to 'celebrate' my birthday. but in the end didn't but stayed in school, cos don't know where to go. Zz. stayed in school gossip with taahira joining us. hmm. then well, go home. then at home, went online. so boring larh. haha. and my mum told me that there's tuition. then i'm like wah! how more sway can it get. haha. yeah. then received birthday message by ain, jie, fiqah, kor, zihao, sq, decy and hisyam. thanks again! it's still kept in my handphone inbox. hee. yeah. then when it's time for tuition, i msg-ed my tutor to confirm the time. then when he replied, he said there's no tuition! i was like wth! haha. my mum tricked me! grr. hah. so cute larh. but oh wells. then, went to my aunty house to celebrate, since my small brother, me and my aunty has the same birthday. so cool right. heh. well, the cake was a delicious one. like tiramisu those kind. slurp lor! then my aunty cooked fried noodles, ordered pizza hut and kfc. yum! heh. ate till full. took some pictures. it was great! then had some prayers for good luck and so on. made a birthday wish before cutting the cake! (ps: the wish becoming true slowly) heh. yeah. lucky the next day prelim is emaths. no need study much. then went home at 11. cousin send me home. his car is cool! haha. yeah. then thats it i think. happy 16th birthday sufyan! :) saturday - 23rd sept actually got a lot to write for this day but since cos of my mum, then nothing to write for this day already. heh. let's move on. sunday and monday - 24th and 25th sept wohOo! this two days are actually related to singapore idol! hahahaha. power! hady and jonathan. of course i support hady. actually, i support for jon too larh, but more to hady! heh. voted for him twice. can afford to waste so much money. 60 cents per sms leh! heh. den before the results show, i go around sms-ing ppl to vote for hady. ahahah. funny larh. then my cousin also. jie and ayu voted 20 times. o.O. my cousin 5 and her sis 4. haha. lol. funny. during the performance well, i can say they were both very competitive. haha. it was a bit difficult to predict who will win. the top 12 was there in the indoor stadium, singing together with other performers. haha. rahimah is so cute when she's in a dress. lol. then when result show started, my cousin and i was like so nervous. our hands were seriously clammy larh. haha. then when hady was announced our next singapore idol, yeaps. you guessed it. everyone in the house jump and scream with joy! even my aunty! haha. so funny larh. my cousin even go to the balcony and kitchen's window, shouting w0hoo! loudly. haha. according to newspaper, hady garnered 70% of the votes while jon 30%. kena thrash. felt quite pity for jon but i think he will be as popular too. haha. yay! hady rocks! after preliminary examination 2006 - today well, of cos, today's the judgement day. haha. received back all our prelim papers. Zz. i'll just give an overall summary, since i wrote quite long and i'm quite tired le. haha. well, i failed english. paper 1 was not bad coz i passed but paper 2 really really and i mean really pulled me down. hmm. even my summary only push me up slightly. overall, i failed, not counting oral. i think our prelim oral was done for fun. Zzz. i mean wouldn't it be better if oral is added in? i would've passed! well. alwin stated that they didn't want to add the oral marks because they fear that we will get cocky or complacent when we pass english due to oral. hmm. quite reasonable. anyway, emaths was quite disappointing. just like what i predicted. overall i got an A2. but when xinmin said that paper one there's an additional 3 marks, i don't know how i fair-ed. maybe a B3. Zz. pulled me down again. haiz. sad-ed. then amaths. i think it was sway. a B4. and its a 64. how worse can it get. like the saying goes '1 mark can make a difference'. oh man! this is totally true! haiz. increase my L1R5. Zz. then, chemistry. hahahaa. another sway subject! why everytime i'm so sway when it comes to exam. lol. my paper 1 and 3 was good. but my paper 2, failed by half a mark! i have to emphasize on that sadly. ahah. siao liao. but overall a B4. wanted a B3. oh wells. *shrugs*. then physics. oh, don't get me start bolding all the words. haha. paper 1 failed (cos didn't study, as mentioned before) , paper 2 pass, ironically, but borderline and well, practical was not that good. but in the end, i passed, C6. lucky. at least better than an underline. then malay. wohOo. malay made my day. although received just paper 2, it was quite well done! 80/100. hahaha. i'm not showing off by the way. its my blog and its my feelings. i'm free to write what i feel right? haha. its you who read and if you think i'm showing off, sorry, i'm not that type of person. heh. we only receive social sudies paper today. haha. my seq was wow! but my sbq was boo~ but overall i passed. hmm. well. that's what we did during school hours today. tomorrow we will be getting back geography and malay paper 1. haha. may all end good. alright. that's all for today. wrote everything that i missed so far. and as you can see, i wrote quite a long grandma story right! haha. but also, i know it entertained you. xD hehe. okay. continue tomorrow bah if got time. and oh ya. its the fasting month. so i'm restricted to speaking or listening to vulgarities, seeing negative stuff (eg porn, naked ppl), and of cos eating and drinking. haha. i sure will be and angel! heh. c ya! |
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